Ok, so today is day three of school. I am already exhausted. I have been assigned my 'senior comprehensive' project that will cover all of the things about business that I have learned in the last 3 years. It will be due in December and I will present it to a faculty panel in January to be allowed to graduate.
Also, I am enrolled in Women's Health which answered this question today: "Will douching with Coca-Cola prevent pregnancy?" Answer: "No, but it will give you a RAGING yeast infection."
In other words, my classes are either impossibly easy or impossible. Nice, right?
Today I start working at a front desk on campus to earn some extra cash. I work Mondays and Wednesdays from 8-11 and Thursdays from 10-11. I feel like I surrendered a bunch of my free time and now I feel over-extended - so I'm not sure how it's going to go. I'm nervous, for sure.
I am doubting my ability to keep up with my responsibilities this year - not because I think I can't do it, but mostly because it's unfamiliar and I'm scared. I wanted to call my dad today but didn't want to make him feel like I'm not handling things well... so I'm sweating it out here and hoping for the best.
I apologise for being a bad blogger. I can't find the energy for any creative pursuits at this minute - I hope that I can pull it together this weekend for something good.
Happy Wednesday!
love,
10 months ago
3 Classy Comments:
Don't worry! I promise it will all fall into place. The thing that helped me adjust was to make a "schedule" every morning on a piece of scrap paper and stick it in my planner. This way I managed to still make time for the fun things!
I remember when I started the first few weeks back I would also get anxiety and feelings like I can't do this. Somehow you can and will accomplish it all. Hang in there!! I like what Mrs. Newlywed stated too. A good calendar or organizer works magic.
Hang in there!!! You will get it all done. Take a deep breath.
your schedule makes me tired! but i have no doubts you'll get it all done. i seemed to manage back when i was in school...and if i can do it anyone can!
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