Shouldn't Be Like This

You know, today I had high hopes of posting something uplifting and positive and cheerful.  Because I am just coming off a busy, hectic week at work and surviving a tornado and there's a lot to be thankful for, ya know?

Except, ya know, I am a real flipping mess today.  I slept for 3 hours because I was so stressed about work.  I saw Mr. RH for a grand total of an hour yesterday after I was gone from home for 13 hours, and I wasn't even particularly nice to him when I did see him.

I finally crawled out of bed after not sleeping to go see him on the couch (where he was watching some dumb-ass football game in overtime) and the game ended 2 minutes later, once I got comfy.  And he dragged me out of my blanket and forced me to bed.

And I'm not even sure why I'm grumpy about that last part, BUT I AM.

And I have approximately 25 other things I really want to vent about work, but none of them are particularly interesting or even fair to whine about.  But just know that the thought of going into work right now (which I have to do in 5 hours) makes me literally tear up because I'm so upset.

Is it clear that I only slept 3 hours last night?  I fear that it is.

Somebody please tell me my Thanksgiving cheer will show up soon.  Because I'm about as un-grateful as I can handle right now - and between losing most of my holiday to work (well, mostly Mr. RH's holiday, I'll just be alone) and the lack of a filter on my mouth today... I'm a hot mess.

Tomorrow, I can work on being thankful.

Today, I wallow and pre-Thanksgiving carb load.  Seems like a solid decision.